This is going to be yet another serious post from me. It's something that's been swimming in my mind for a long time now. I'm going to go into some details obviously but if you feel anything similar, do sound off. I'm sure I've mentioned it before but, part of my anxiety includes feeling guilty … Continue reading Always Apologizing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3ydJMw5loU GOD THIS SONG! *2009 flashbacks* I remember when this song came out. I was in college, trying to consume as much K-pop as possible. I was into it so much. Abracadabra took the fans by storm and then Brown Eyed Girls released this. I subconsciously knew why I picked this for this week. The … Continue reading Fangirl Fridays: Sign
I know I've been a little MIA these last few days. It's not been very fun in my head. A lot of anxiety for no real reason, mini panic attacks, and just feeling terrible about myself. One of the most frustrating things about my anxiety is that it comes from things I cannot control. Things … Continue reading More Anxiety Troubles
Let me be straight with you. I don't always love myself. There are days where I actually hate everything about me. Whether it's because I'm a little flabby, or it's because I'm mad at myself for overreacting to something small...there are days where I just can't stand myself... and that's okay. Self-love is something that … Continue reading What About Loving Yourself?
From a fangirl post to something a little more serious. That's how I roll. Well, that's not really the point. With depression and anxiety, there are good days and bad days. It's just really frustrating when there are grasps of happiness that end up overshadowed over the most minimal inconvenience. You can tell yourself time … Continue reading A little more about my mental health
Today has been a pretty slow day for me. I woke up late. I did go out into the street because Adolfo came down from Morovis to spend time out here. He came and picked me up at my apartment and I went up to the festivities with his parents. It has been so stupid … Continue reading The Last Day of Heck Week
Last night I randomly woke up at three am with my heart racing. I wish I could explain it. I did recognize it as a panic attack. It'd been a while since my last one. The worst part is getting those attacks, knowing the trigger, and not being able to do anything about it. What … Continue reading Of Late Night Panic Attacks
In the last post I made which wasn't super announced or whatever, I talked about my struggles with my mental health. It hasn't been an easy road with the end of the year and such but I made it out of the dark tunnel that these last few days have been. I met up with … Continue reading Here We Go Again…AGAIN
Minor catch up about what's going on with me emotionally.
I'm a bag of emotions for June. On one hand I'm eager for it to finally get here but at the same time, I'm scared. Hurricane season starts June 1st. I hate that our governor says he's ready for the season. It's fine and dandy he is, he has priority for restoration of all services. … Continue reading Twenty Days to Go…