Day Four: The Lows

Last night I didn’t sing in the car like I usually do when I drive. At least not at first. I felt like crying most of the trip.

I’d been feeling defeated most of the afternoon. By the time I was halfway through my drive I was slowly feeling it again, feeling the Kpop and the other random tunes that I have.

It’s frustrating to be insecure over little things. They’re a big deal to me and they shouldn’t be. The little voice in my head just won’t shut up about things that make no sense. None of those insecurities are valid…yet my brain likes to go into overdrive and waste my fuel on that, not on good things. Not fun.

It was an exhausting night for sure…but when I did finally get home I felt the best I’d felt all day. I took a shower to get rid of the dog bath I’d gotten while taking care of Ace and Gunner before finally crawling into bed. I missed out on playing FortNite with the roomie but I’ll have time before the week is out I’m sure.

Destiny 2 comes out next week so I have to be ready for that. It’ll probably take over most of my gaming time instead of FortNite. Streams are going to be a thing so please hop on over to my Twitch and follow if you’d like to join in on the fun.

That’s it for today, thanks for reading!

Michi out!

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